What a frustrating experience. Everything inside of me wants to be the real deal. Authentic. Sometimes, I confuse this with being perfect though. This can be dangerous.
Romans 3:22-24 (New International Version)
22This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, 23for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
All have sinned. We all do it. You might say, "What a hypocrite!" but I don't preach myself or claim to be perfect. Instead, I preach that Jesus was perfect, He died for us, and arose. It's Jesus. God is still in the process of transforming me to become more like Him.
1 John 1:9 (New International Version)
9If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
So what do I do when I sin and miss the mark? Do you see the words above in blue? "We confess - He will forgive and purify."
Are you and I heartless? We were all given a heart and a conscience. I would call us normal and in need of a Savior. Jesus.